Playing with ideas for my final illustrations, 2010 final collections.
When some of Julian’s friends receive the same textbook, they can actually identify that, before this- it’s a Julian’s brother textbook! It is all based on my figure drawing inside the text book. For your information, I became popular because of all of my tiny illustration complete with full dress figure- accessories and shoes is everywhere, from science textbook to ‘Pendidikan Islam’ up to the wall school , tables and chairs! But now, I’m doing it for real. I’m doing it to make a living out of my life and from now, the figure drawing looks much more stylish + advance than before (process of learning!) From time to time, I’m actually improving my drawing skill and I just feel affection for doing it. It is some sort of expressing myself from within.
Finally, I stop doing what I’m in love with collecting ‘paper dolls’ because the feeling of I’m already a grown up man suddenly start to spread all over my body and I’m no longer a collector. On the other hand, I’m feeling like I am not suppose to amuse myself with this cute little thing because of I’m a boy but not yet a man! Well, it is just for fun. There is nothing wrong with it! For your information, I do take things seriously at school. I’m a good student actually except for my behaviour for rendering everywhere. Is it art or vandalism? Yeah…..it’s a cute approach of vandalism! Lord, it is so amusing to actually recall back all the memoirs of my mind. The truth is, there is nothing to be ashamed with. I’m actually proud of it! Just look at what I am now! Fashion designer in the making! So, what else?
With love, Sandra Azwan